Yeah, been in a (very) long hiatus
since I've started working at new places and all. Been very busy everyday seems not to get my life any better but it actually makes me forget about arts and cartoons that I like the most. I don't even watch SpongeBob anymore.
Been working makes me realize; I am doing arts & illustration for works but it's not my arts
that I'm working on. People tell me to follow others style of drawings here and there. Shit man, these works make me lost the connection to my arts. Art that converts to a job is just pure bullshit. I just hate them a lot.
I did arts because I want to release my mind, illustrate anything; freely without restriction of which I want to make. This is the art I realize had gone missing through years. I want it back. So I think I gonna start things running again even only a half step forward (at least it moves). This time, I don't care if I'm doing digital or traditional media, photography or etc. I want arts to live in my life again. Yeah, gambate!